I felt as though I was supposed to write something to you today. I don't know how to start this, other than to say that the pattern continues. We have talked about this in part before, but truthfully, I am still unsure as to why this seems to be happening to me and me only. I seem to be the only one in the group encountering heavy resistance in almost every single thing that I do. Whether I am trying to send an e-mail, transfer a file into the site, or work thru a 23 hour workday, I continually encounter resistance. The resistance manifests in the form of heaviness, sleepiness, difficulty concentrating and focusing on what I am trying to do, a sudden desire not to want to do whatever I am trying to do, and in the form of numerous distractions and temptations just to name a few. No matter the form, the resistance always seems to come. I am not sending this to you to cry about it, this is how things are (for whatever reason) and crying about it won't change that. However, the only thing that I can say is that the only way that I can seem to fight these constant attacks off is by staying focused, totally focused, on what I am supposed to be doing. I am able to recognize the joy of the LORD, but when I go along with it, and am happy and cheery, my ability to fight through the resistance seems to drop off and I get shut down shortly thereafter. Instead, when I fight off the happiness and wallow in the frustration and anger that is still inside me because of how much I dislike, deplore, hate much of my situation, it helps me to stay focused, work harder and fight thru the attacks. I know that it sounds crazy, but I work better when I am mad and frustrated because I essentially discard much of my concerns for anybody or anything else making it easier to focus on work. The obvious downside is that I am not very pleasant to be around when I am in this frame of mind and my temper flares up very, very easily. This, however, keeps me on edge and right now, I am more concerned with getting done with what I am supposed to be getting down, forget about being bubbly and happy.
 
    ...So that is pretty much it. In the process of writing this I talked to Cory for about an hour and shared with him details about the big hurdle I had to jump last week and many other things. Even from doing that, I can feel that my focus and intensity has dropped off quite a bit and much of my frustration has diminished. I have known for sometime that when I open up and talk to you, Cory, or anybody about my situation, the level of frustration and anger diminishes, making it harder to use as motivation, and this is another reason why I tend to clam up and not talk during our meetings or communicate personal stuff to Cory on the phone or thru e-mail. I don't know why I was supposed to write all of this; maybe it will serve some purpose.

The LORD revealed a few points to help Alex in particular, but also Cory, in the fight that Alex is going thru. Alex has been fighting satan concerning the work using somewhat flesh emotions to keep him motivated.
 
Cory already knows satan has been attacking Alex's work, but now GOD has given me a little more understanding into Alex's heart thru reading Alex's writing from Aug 21st.
 
A bigger fight for Alex is now to start as GOD teaches Alex how to love.
 
Satan has kept Alex closed-lipped as his power diminishes when he loves i.e. sharing with others [communicating] and receives info from others about their problems. Alex has been reluctant to have open communication because he felt his own burdens were a sufficient load for him to carry.
 
GOD is absolutely making clearer and clearer Gal6:2 is what Alex is now moving into "bear one another's burdens and so fulfill the law of Christ." [thru love, as love fulfills the law].
 
The Jn15 level must live that life of giving to the utmost [Gal6:2] that they learn to be spent for others, and only by doing this can they grow into 2Cor12:15 "and I will very gladly spend and be spent for your souls; tho the more abundantly I love you, the less I am loved" which is the true copy of the Paul-type walk of the father in Christ Rom8:29 1Cor4:15 1Jn2.
 
GOD further explained that He alone can grow Alex into agape love Eph3:17b-19a "the love of Christ which passes knowledge." Meaning, very simply, the agape level love of GOD expressed thru the Jn15 level is beyond man's comprehension, it can never be explained with words, it is an incredibly deep spiritual force, it is the true essence of GOD, it is totally outside our emotion as human beings. Emotions are carnal, and essentially, have no place inside GOD. Jn17 talks about a spiritual oneness with GOD.
 
As GOD grows His love thru Alex into the agape level, GOD will also be killing Alex's anger because the anger is a carnal, flesh emotion that cannot abide in or with a holy GOD.
 
 
 

Wednesday, Sept 4 '02   GOD's love power flows thru us more and more or greater and greater as we obey His commands by belief-faith, ever resisting satan's soft way, ever growing into Him, then growing into His hard way, His fullness or father level Eph3:19b; 4:13d.

 
GOD promised truth to a few in Him 1Cor4:15 Heb1:1 Lk8:10-15 1Cor2; 4:1,9,10; 12:28-13:2 Col2, foreknown from Jn1:1 Rom8:29 2Thes2:13 1Jn2:13a,14a Titus1:1-3, as Elihu Job32-37, also eagles, serving GOD's Is6:13 Lk17:15 Rev11:13, as before, now again, many so-called believers are kept in sin that His grace/mercy extends Acts13:46-48 Rom9-11 2Thes2:10-12 to all Mat24:14 2Cor4:1-6 Gal1 Heb3:7-4:13; 12:15-17 Rev21:8; 22:17, yet 50% only Zech14 Mat25, as Mat24:9-24,40,41 1Cor9:27-10:22; 11:26-31, He was last sacrifice for sin Heb9:11-10:31 FOREVER!
 
 

    GOD has been showing me some small pieces of His work in, thru, and around CCCInc.
7 companies.
 
   GOD called me in '83 to "build churches," which baffled me then and wasn't explained until '86. When GOD called me, He told me to trust Him, to step out in faith, quit my job, and follow, all thru an early morning dialogue from 4-6am. I got out of bed at 6am, knowing in my gut that I had to obey if I wanted to see heaven and that I must quit my job that day to comply with GOD's command. At lunchtime I was driving home with the company car, that went back at the end of the month, seeking GOD's will without any idea of where the $ was coming from. At the end of the month that month's mortgage was paid which emptied my bank account, so it was closed.
 
   GOD made it plain on my drive home Mar 21, '83 that I was to start reading the Bible when I asked what He wanted me to do, shades of Paul; Acts9:5 "Lord, what do You want me to do."
 

GOD, thru the years, has done the following:         a) Basic training from Dec '82 to Dec '86;         b) Bible study test material and CCCInc Incorporating documents prepared, '85, '86;         c) Writing His dictated letters to individuals and institutions for ten years ['87 to '97];         d) He established the web-site over 3 years ['97 to '00];         e) He refined the Incorporating documents and we filed them in '98;         f) He began His parousia in 1948 Is11:11,12, see complete chapters Is9-12;         g) His parousia cont'd. from '88 Amos9 Acts15:16 to begin His literal rule;         h) He showed me several at Jn15 level called to submit;         i) He has confirmed several at Luke19:27:            - Josh McDowell - CCCIncCompInfo-RevDudleyFoord1.html            - Jamie Buckingham - CCCIncCompInfo-RevDudleyFoord1.html            - Laszlo Kadar - CCCIncN+EHis_devouring_fire.html            - Richard Wurmbrand - Com/Comp1-VOM.html            - Paul Lee? refer his e-mail July 11th '02;         j) His 2x7 years from '88 to '02 is complete, proving CCCInc. work.

    GOD is making it very plain, that despite extensive witnessing by His Spirit directly to many, men do not believe nor do they wish to truly obey our Creator King. GOD has made it very plain to me that despite years of perseverance and patience He alone is drawing, calling, and sealing His people into CCCInc.
 
    GOD alone is sifting those with obedient faith and networking them into His Is9:6,7 work thru the earthly CCCInc.
 

    Cory, it is very sad to see talented men like Keith and others waste their lives by not fulfilling even fleshly worldly ambitions using their GOD given talents from birth [GOD has shown you the latent, hidden, sleeping talents for you to use]. GOD's call empowers then slowly refines and trains our flesh talents into spiritual gifts for His work and our Ps66:12; 91:1 Mat6:33 Rom14:17 for true overcomers Rev2; 3.
 
    Cory, you must see the reality of our file... "A Case of Do or Die" ...which you yourself contributed to and are allowing satan to delude you into total non-compliance with GOD's simple call to go for a walk with Him in the morning as the tiniest, beginning part of your daily S.O.P. or activities with our Almighty GOD Creator King.
 

Date: Sun, 23 Jun 2002 17:31:43 -0500
From: Alex Poole
To: Cory Sellers, Keith Sellers, Jorge Vargas, Tony George
Subject: Meeting with Robert 6-23-02
 
 
To: All
Please pray for Jorge.
- During discussions yesterday with Jorge, it was obvious that the rebellion has grown into major disobedience towards GOD, really, not mankind. The disobedience has allowed satan to rob, steal Jorge's basic belief Mat13:4,19 in much of what CCCInc. stands for and specifically, how we must obey GOD.
- Jorge admitted that his last perceived revelation from GOD was when the LORD showed him Ps147 proving that GOD is dealing with CCCInc. very specifically. I explained to Jorge the simple fact that obedience maintains our relationship with GOD Jn14 1Jn2:3, 27 and many other references.
- A personal relationship with GOD is absolutely essential for Him to explain His agenda, His call, His work in our lives. A personal relationship with GOD is also essential to receive His information, His revelation, and His understanding, that we may fulfill our calling.
- Jorge was instrumental in preparing the Eatmon file, but has lost belief in the substance of the file, specifically page 13 of 20 and the supp His AM SOP.
https://www.cccinc-7candlesticks.org/Preview/CorpCon-HaroldEatmon.html#SOP

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